before I log off and go to bed, i wanted to write down something that Daniel said to me yesterday.

he said that already he can see me relaxing; that already, I am less angry with the world than I was when I was working at amazon.

It occurred to me that, yes, so I proved I could be a pushy, tough manager in a hot, fast-moving company. But do I REALLY want to be that person for the rest of my life? Is that really part of me, or is it what working forces you to be if you want to survive in that environment?